2023

In the year of Our Lord-

a new month and a new set of goals.

oh, what a world we weave when we are high on the crack pipe

i’m 120% done for the month, 40% for the year, giving me a B- grade because new month and all.

i’m 119% done for the month, 50% for the year, giving me a B grade.

what the hell is going on with me?

hello.

where have i been?

i’m 91% done for the month, 68% done for the year, giving me a B- grade.

well, i’m still here.

i am 77% done for the month, 71% for the year, giving me a C grade.

i have a 5-day weekend coming up and i want to spend it well.

in the beginning there was nothing but the ever-present screaming of the void

it is amazing what happens when you get a working keyboard and mouse.

so, i kinda got my new work station up.  i need some contact paper on my old desk to make it prettier and i will have a written journalling spot.  that should be fun to work with in the new year.

the basement is a hot mess and i don’t know when it will be neater.  i wanted to start the year off with it clean and that didn’t happen.  i am finally getting out of my depression hole and but it is still a slow walk back.

2024 is just going to start off when ALL the cleaning going on.  that’s just it.  try to get everything up to date so i do not have this filth about me.

plans

i have a 5-day weekend coming up and i want to spend it well.

i want to spend Wednesday on work shit.

i want to buckle down and get going.

Day 29

i feel like i am living in two different timelines at the same time.

it is still 2023, i am still working on those goals, ain’t i?  what didn’t get done is being carried over into 2024 so, i am working on 2 different set of goals that are both the same.

i am also dealing with 2 very different themes with my life.  2023 was King, based on Florence and the Machine’s song of the same name. 

i have listen to so much Florence and the Machine this year.

and i have a theme for next year but i also must do my yearlong reading, which i am changing on how that roll, to see if everything lines up.

i am still cleaning, still working on that goal of “My empty halls to echo with grand self-mythology.” 

and i have a new desk to put together and redo my work station.

shower and reading for me tonight. 

Day 26

i wrote up about the cards of the week and next week, fuck this Friday, will be December already.

i am going to take my shower and get into bed to read American Gods.