day 16

i have been slacking with the tarot prompts for the month.  instead of making myself write out for tonight, let me throw some cards.

day 14

i went off of Good Reads and now am on Story Graph as Amerwitch.  i doubt i get Dune finished by the end of the year.  that book is a drag and yes, i have seen the new movie of it. 

i tried out a new deck last night.  it’s the Believe In Your Own Magic and you can read it about it here.  i’m gonna use it for my daily readings next month and think it will pair nicely with my Nightmare Before Christmas tarot.

and as soon as i am done with the Seasons of the Witch:  Samhain Oracle i need to dive into Starman Tarot to be ready in time for Days of Bowie. 

i just need to read, so much more.

Season of the Witch, Part V

Grow my business.  I did get some business last month.  And tomorrow I get paid!

Write 52 blog posts.  This post will see me at 79% done! 

Read 3 books.  Read 4 books.  Read 5 books.  Standstill.

Develop a daily practice/meditation and set up an ancestral altar.  Shadow work.  I don’t know what I’m doing anymore.  I make goals and try and something just don’t go.  Maybe this is shadow work.

Crochet.  I am crocheting when I’m watching TV.  I am making rounds on a project so, there is some forward motion on that. 

Write.  Yeah, I don’t know about this anymore.  I don’t think I have any creativity in me anymore.  I get ideas but, in long form, nerp.  And then I thought of poetry and nerp there.  I don’t have words anymore. 

Improve my body.  Ok, right now I am down 9.8 lbs, beating the shit out of THIS month’s goal, on day 4.  I want to start working out, so there is that mini goal of the month.

Overall, I am not moving as forwards as I want to.  Steps in some places, nothing in other.  Not moving forwards doesn’t mean that I am moving backwards.  Treading water is still moving, just moving in place

full moon in spring

like a basic bitch, i order the new edition of Seventy-Eight Degrees of Wisdom, by Rachel Pollack and a RWS deck.  i’m actually excited to work with the RWS deck, for some strange reason.

this month has been fruitful with the card readings.  hoping to keep this going.

i think i need to start writing but nothing sounds good.  i have some ideas but, eh.

and i got an idea for a spell.  i don’t know what all i want to do with this spell but i want to do something.

i know Matthew will be here this weekend but, there’s nowhere to go and nothing to do so maybe something will get done. 

i also know that two years ago this night i was in a gay bar in Springfield getting drunk.

it’s still a full moon.  time to do some magick of my own.

Season of the Witch, Part IV

Season of the Witch, Part III

Grow my business.  This is at a standstill at the moment. 

Write 52 blog posts.  This post will make me at 67% done.

Read 3 books.  Read 4 books.  Standstill.

Develop a daily practice/meditation and set up an ancestral altar.  Shadow work.  So, I have changed my two religious goals to doing some shadow work for the year.  If I can get myself together better, maybe my other two goals will fall in line.

Crochet.  I’m to the point that I need to have yarn in my hands when I sit to watch TV.  I just need to refocus on my projects. 

Write.  Blar.

Improve my body.  As of today, I’ve lost 7.8 lbs.  I’m not really trying but I’m not not doing anything at all.  I want to start doing more, I just need to find the gumption to do so.

Overall, half and half.  I am moving forward with some stuff, and not moving at all with some other stuff. 

It’s a mix bag.  I’m ok with that.