weekly update

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i am 91% done for the month, 42% done for the year, giving me a D+ grade.

i need to write about my adventure i had on the first.

i am excited about what summer will bring me.  summer always feels like a season to me, that things are different and time moves different.  that i need to do things differently.

i don’t know if i’ll get back to meditation, because that was always a summer thing, but i want to get back working out.  i have a plan for that.

i need to read my books and get back into stuff.  i need to put down the phone and get back into stuff.

i feel new.  like this season is new, that i am new, that i am starting something new.

i don’t feel free and i don’t feel trapped.  i feel like this is where i’m suppose to be.  that i got so much time before the season changed and things go another way.

going feral

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i am feeling, it.

i have plans, i want to write things, i want to live next month.

i’m not going to Springfield, i’m not seeing a Marvel movie, i’m not celebrating 14 years with Matthew.

i am going to do things i want on the 1st.  i’m going places and doing the things i have not done in a long time.

i hope to find something.  i don’t know what i’m looking for but i will know it when i see it.

“Man, I ain’t changed, but I know I ain’t the same”  that line is hitting me harder and harder.  i know i was changing, i didn’t think i would get to this way.

i am making wild plans and going forward, the best i can. 

weekly update

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i am 106% done for the month, 39% done for the year giving me a C+.  ta da?

some are up days and some are down days.  i need to find a happy middle.

i am nervous about my plans for next week. 

i need help.  i need to find help. 

and i think it’s coming towards me and i really need to work on that harder.